I was supposed to go to the mountain cabin with my bandmate two days ago, but I decided to not go because he is a bit too boring to hang out with.
He has a lot of fears and sadness and it is tough to be around him for too long, so I kind of just play music with him and then go off without him.
It is tough to be with someone who is in their own head all of the time. I’ve dealt with this before and don’t have the energy to be around it again. Geothermal heat pump repair is on the agenda today and I am also going to work on some music at this local business where I can use their editing software to edit the tracks. We played a bunch of music the other night and I think there are like three songs that were really good and I would like to get them online soon so that people can check them out. I am taking lessons with my a/c supplier, who is also a great singer, and I am hoping that she can bring out vocals that I have been suppressing. She is a great teacher and I think she could really help me, if I am ready to take it to the next level and shed my fears. I met her while doing a hybrid heating device repair, and when I heard her singing one day I asked her if she could teach me to sing like that. I guess we will find out soon!