I must make a choice in the next five nights if I am going to travel to the mountain property with my bandmate and his friends or stay here in the area and do my normal routine each afternoon.
- You see, my bandmate is so depressed and it is kind of sad to be around him because he doesn’t say much and usually is feeling down.
It’s not fun to be around him and I feel that if I am up at the property for a long time with him after that I could get depressed. The fireplace is nice and in the cabin, however that isn’t going to make me feel happy and warm when his sadness is cooling down the site all the time. I’m sure he needs some help with it although he doesn’t want to get help, so there is not much I can do to help him with the problem. My good friend and I play in local companies when we are not working at the heating corporation shop, and when we are playing he is totally fine. But when we finish playing music he goes back into his shell and doesn’t come out till we play again, which is no way to be going through life. I will talk with the Heating and Air Conditioning tech employer and see how much duct cleaning work he has and after that I will decide if I am going to stay here and do that or go to the property and be depressed for a week. I guess the former option is better for my soul.