If you have any interest in Psychology, you suppose that it’s important to be able to forgive yourself.
If you can identify where a unusual emotion or behavioral pattern comes from, you can learn to accept yourself instead of feeling guilty & ashamed.
I’ve been working on that for a while now, however one of the things that I am deeply interested in is our Reliance on romantic relationships, then for some reason, I have this whole damsel-in-distress thing about me. I suppose I give off an energy of wanting to be taken care of. Frankly, I like providers so if someone does want to take care of me, I’m Head Over Heels. This can get myself and others into some boiling water, because I will essentially graft our co-dependence onto Hero types! Recently, I even miss took an HVAC contractor for our knight in shining armor. I was at apartment alone & heard a disappointing sound coming from the a/c condenser in the backyard. I ran out & found the A/C system to be smoking, & making undoubtedly unusual sounds from the motor. I instantly called out the nearest heating cooling & ventilation service, & told them it was an emergency. I didn’t suppose what to do, because the apartment was hastily getting hotter & hotter. Luckily, the HVAC contractor showed up within only 20 eighths, & when I open the door I fawned over his masculine appearance, he fixed our a/c & I was so relieved; I felt like he had saved me. Well, long story short, our hero complex kicked in as cool air flowed out. This day I’m having big difficulty forgiving myself for sleeping with our HVAC contractor yepterday.